So for TCF 155 - "Personal Screens: Media and Identity in the Age of YOUtube, ME Media, and MYspace," my students have to post a "Ten Things About Me" kind of post with some sort of self-portrait (a long portrait, a photograph, a collage, artwork... anything!). Here goes mine:
I can't sit still. Music is always playing on my office computer. I can't help but nod my head to the beat, and crack a smile. My hair is wild. My eyes look exhausted because I can't stop, won't stop (but really need to take some time off.) I have a lot of freckles. My forehead is big. I am looking pale. I love my eyes - so deep and brown. I have my abuela's face. My favorite color is purple and I had my office chair custom made for me. I am not your average professor.
I have been thinking a lot about our ego surfing fun in class. When I google myself, I see 1900 results in 45 seconds. I wonder how many of those links are actually about me. Am I really that important, or is that just my work leaves deep digital footprints? When I click on Images, I see my face (and many ways that I wear my hair - big and curly, pressed out, in braids), and even when there is some "random" image, if I click on it, there is some link to one of my life as a college professor, one of my films, a book that I edited, or somebody writing about me on a blog... it's kind of weird, actually. To think my thoughts and actions are archived for possibly forever here, on the Internet.
My life is online.
I have a facebook page. It's set to "private," but what's really private online? I know everyone on my page (well, maybe like 5 or 10 people are people who requested my friendship and I accepted because they are friends with 30+ of my friends in my "real life," but there are strange interactions between my students and my prom date, my mentees, my peers, and my friends from high school. I've thought about creating groups to try to compartmentalize this profile, but really, why? I think crashes, cracks, leaks, and spaces can show you where you need to build connections and bridges, or accept the gaps.
I have a very old myspace profile that I go on a few times a year (to reach out to a friend who loves music and is actively there meeting 20 year old girls.)
I tweet but find my twittering kind of boring. I don't have too many deep thoughts in 150 words or less. I use it to spread news or retweet something clever someone else I know has said. I also got weirded out when some of my heros started following me. I didn't know they even knew I existed.
I have a website rachelraimist.com that is in desperate need of content. I just don't have time to get everything on there... maybe some point this semester. We'll see...
I am so online. Do I need to be? What does all of online material say about who am I, what I am about, what I do, and what I leave imprinted in the digital world? Maybe this semester will help me think it through... I'm looking forward to it!
For TCF 312 - "Advanced Videography," my students have to share another version of "10 Things" --- maybe favorite films, line from films, or just random fun facts. So here goes my list of favorite films to watch in reverse chronology of viewing:
10. Exit Through the Gift Shop
9. Central Station
8. Manny & Lo
7. Nobody's Business
6. The Piano
5. Say My Name
4. Dexter
3. The Vampire Diaries (Team Damon!)
2. Say Anything
1. The Professional
So for my random list, there are so many reasons why these videos made this listing... In some cases it's the technique like the use of silhouette, air pumping into black trash bags (because what else do you do with a "fat" artist but to accentuate her size, or the use of green screen, and in others, it is about what it is about (particularly when I saw it on Yo MTV Raps, and my life was forever changed... Ladies First!), and sometimes its how beautifully it illustrates the music (Maxwell is also Puerto Rican!!!). Here's a selection in totally random order... in class we will talk in more detail about why I love these videos so much. Can't to see your lists!
The Pharcyde "Drop" (1995), Directed by Spike Jonze
Fiona Apple "Criminal" (1997), Directed by Mark Romanek
Mos Def "History" (2010), Directed by Coodie-and-Chike
Queen Latifah "Ladies First" (1990), Directed by ?
Lauryn Hill "Everything is Everything" (1999), Directed by Sanji
Jay-z "99 Problems" (2004), Directed by Mark Romanek
Chris Brown "Deuces" (2010), Directed by Colin Tilley
Maxwell "This Women's Work" (1997), Director: Sanji
Dead Prez "Hell Yeah" (2003), Directed by ?
Blind Melon "No Rain"(1993), Directed by Samuel Bayer
The Red Hot Chili Peppers "
Missy Elliot "The Rain(Supa Dupa Fly)" (1997), Directed by Hype Williams
MISSY ELLIOTT'the rain'
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Common "Go"(2005), Directed by Kanye West, MK12, and Convert
I like the ending green screen shot... the rest of the video is ok, nothing amazing, but still I do love Common and the beat of this song is the score to my above long portrait.
